Friday, November 17, 2023
Sejarah Nakba 1948
Kun Fayakun
Assalamualaikum. Wow lamanya tak berblog. Sebenarnya, banyak benda jadi dalam masa setahun ni. I don't know where to start.
Ok let me start from where I stopped.
Wait.
Hold on.
Lama sangat dalam draf ni. Since 26th May 2022 9:07AM
Inspired to update the blog by Maria Elena - the legit influencer. Tak kenal? BBNU la tu. Ataupun you're not active enough on Internet.
Ok nanti sambung.
Okay today 17th Nov 2023, 18:44.
Credit: @khairushdiHere's a life update. I'm still gracefully working at Tafhim Sdn. Bhd., sekolah yang menguruskan SRI Ummah Bandar Baru Bangi. Working there as an IT Officer. Almost 3 years already.
Still single but having a crush on someone. I feel like a kid for having a crush at this age aahhahahaha. Yela, people of my age are either dah tunang or married and dah beranak pinak anak 1 at least. While me? Dah la single. Kerja pun dekat ngan rumah. Kat tempat kerja pun tak dan nak berkenalan dengan sesiapa sebab semua laki orang ahhahahahah and hmmmmm takmo la ustaz ustaz ni. Gaji pun alhamdulillah cukup dengan apa adanya.
Last updated, my sister kena eczema teruk kan. A few months back, she was diagnosed with cataract. Both eyes. Yes, the same sister. Watif dah underwent surgery for one eye and another one dalam beberapa bulan lagi. Aku bawa dia pergi first appointment dengan ENT. I worked from hospital ya. Siap selfie hantar kat HR lagi. Sepanjang dalam keadaan mata dia macam tu, I was her driver and her eyes. I sacrificed a lot of my time — which I should be spending with myself or socialize with other (than family). She underpaid me just like gaji kat Malaysia ni yang underpaid. Tapi tak kisah la benda tu. I really hope she appreciate everything.
Also, with that condition I officially became the driver for running errands. Untuk mengelakkan salah faham, I love driving tapi by myself la & dengan someone yang vibe dia sama dengan aku. Kalau time aku kena drive, tapi co-pilot banyak complain, auto tak suka drive.
Imagine if I were not working dekat dengan rumah? Siapa yang free nak bawa adik pi tuisyen? Nak balik rumah kejap alihkan kereta sebab orang nak tar jalan? Nak ambil ubat abah kat KK? Nak hantar barang customer mak?
Some (included family) ada yang tak faham the situation. Dok la cakap
"Apply la kerja ni. Gaji besar. Gaji sekarang kecil buat apa?" I ranted this to my parents and sibs. All they said was "awak jangan la buat muka. Kata ok je" pastu takleh nak defend diri sendiri?
Gaji kecil ni la yang buat semua di atas ya.
Sometimes aku harap ada orang masuk meminang aku cepat cepat je 😂 tapi bila fikir melayari rumah tangga is harder than what I'm facing right now, hadap je lahhhh
Pekakkan telinga dan terus berdoa. Supaya dipermudahkan segala urusan.
Kahwin mahal. Bila dah ada anak, lagi mahal. Lagi serabut. Buatnya laki kau menyusahkan dan tak membantu dalam hal rumah tangga walaupun ilmu dia tinggi, lagi parah.
Bila dah umur macam ni, macam-macam kisah kehidupan, kerjaya dan rumah tangga yang selalu aku dengar.
Your time will come, your time will shine. If Allah says, it's meant to be yes it's yours. Kalau tak, usaha la teruk mana kalau Dia kata, tu bukan untuk kau maka bukanlah.